SIGH............T.T

Today,this post would not be suite my title ''HAPPY PLS'' .....Im really get pissed of  >.< What i mean this post is my biology test marks...I feel so pissed off....What happen to me actually??? My biology test marks cant get more than half...What is the problems???I try my best................................................. T.T

Last semester i take 5 subs,well,is a compulsary....then in my bio test,two times oso FAIL.................Now,this semester,i only take 3subs,but is still the same...............Why???? I really totally DOWN..................Even ppls take 5 subs,also can get high marks,but me,me,me!!!! only take 3 subs!!! Why?i still cant pass???? DAMM!!!! i try all my best,i word hard than last sem....Why???? Why god must treat me like this??? Am i that stupid??? Even my organic chem also the same........for the first ques,i totally did wrong!!! How can i confuse between structural isomerism and stereoisomerism??? No person i can blame,i just can blame myself due to my stupidness............Didt see properly ques....make me lose 8 marks!!! I know how to do this......I know! I know! Not about 8 marks,is others i also not sure i can do! I try my best....Why??? Am i just not suitable for study?Seriously,organic chem i guess oso fail again.......Why????????????

I feel so sad with myself.......No one will understand my feelings....Because no one have the same situation as me before >.< what they can say is just try to chill me down,yea i appreciate....but is hard!!!
If you have the same situation,you will understand me.....STUPID PPL MMG STUPID!!!!

How i tell my parents my result?I have no face to tell them....I already disappointed them once....I dunwan....Ya...my heart is pain....with my result....Why???????????????I have so many question mark in my mind........SIGH >.<lll

And for you,I feel like im just your 救生圈.......When you need me,you will find me....When you online,i was thinking finding you,or you will find me hmm for a chat....but >.< disappointed again....ENOUGH!!! STOP DOING SILLY THINGS.................................Im just as STUPID as a PIG! feel so happy thought can have a chat,but all the way,you seems just need me for a help......WELL,THATS ENOUGH!!! Im nt that IDIOT!!!!! STOP YOUR ''CLEVERNESS''.....Luckily nt as deep as i think.....I should be OVERCOME!
ENOUGH!!! pls go away all the BAD LUCK!!! IM JZ AN ORDINARY GIRL......WHAT I NEED IS HAPPINESS.......Cant you just give me??? Even your caring is equal NOTHING.........YEAH STOP IT PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! BEGGING MYSELF BY DOING ALL THE SILLY THINGS...................................ENOUGH!!!!!!