Sunday, May 15, 2011

Long Long Longgggggg.................................................

Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............................SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOO LONG I didt update blog :( What to do??? everyday busy busy busy.......nope.......should say ummm lazy??? Well, Im trying to find some excuse for myself X.X But is true............Im leaving utar =( SIGHHHHH!!!! Why am I leaving? simple answer....I failllllllllllllllll in my exam..........


I feel like I have many things and words to be share out.........Is plenty of it.........Hmmmmm my feelings now is so complicated X.X Should be sad right now....................Im gonna leave utar,the most I cant stand is, MY FRIENDS....(top there) They are my buddies!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM ALOTTTTTTTTT =) 

Share some nice sunway lagoon trip photos here!!! ;) My precious photos <3


                                                    She is my best friend XD almost 3years hehe



                        wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this guyyyy :( sobbbb :( he going kampar soon X.X know him since     
                       primary school ;) oh noooooooooooooooooooooo.......will miss him alotttt!!! he is my driver 
                       too.........hehehe....when im still studying for foundation XD


                                              CLASSIC PICTURE EVERRRRRRRRR!!!

                                      


     
                                                             sweet sweet couple XD
                                                  another sweet sweet couple ^^


I realize somethings.............I cant change back anythings =( Why you cant just give me a chance to pay back? I wish to have nice memory with euuu =( Everyone shud have chance to make things become better,I wish Im the one...All I wan is just your caring,ur love,ur kindness.....ur honestly....I really dunno what are you thinking....Because I did it? So I deserved it? T.T It seems what decision I make is WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! Im saying 123456.....................................................................................Every night, I repeat the same song again and again....Why no one can understand me??? :'( Mayb Im definitely failure in love...................................................................................................................................................IM A BAD GIRLLLLL =(




I wish I could have sunshine smile like now ;) in the picture....I dislike emo seriously :( But.........haihz :( When I can be seriously happy??? =( I need love............................................................................From friends,family,even strangers also can =D *lying to myself* I really hope for many thingsssssssssssssssssssss........................................And I did many things that I regret =( Sometimes human are weird X.X plan to let you know,but another way also scare you know...........WEIRDDOOOO!!!! = = What If god give me a chances return the time back??? I wish I couldddd........I will RE-DO many things,and choose not be regret =( Hmm.....Why is so hard to have a happy and cheerful life? 

Im sadddddddddddddddddddddddddd now =( Cause Im going ktar....A brand new life =( Feel like crying though......I need leave many memories at utar pj..............................=(((((((((((((((((( Guys,you know I will MISS youuuu all ALOT??? =( MY LOVE T.T and now im gonna driving to ktar,Im scare.............. =( what if *unlucky* I kena bad things? T.T GOD,pls stay with me <3
                        

toodlessssss :') I needdddddddddddd LOVE!!!

Thursday, February 10, 2011

无奈

这条路真的很难走。。。。。。有时我真的觉得很累,爱的很苦。为什么每一段恋情都是这样? 唉! 我觉得我自己很敏感,我很讨厌这种感觉,我真的觉得很没有安全感 T.T 我很不安...我很怀疑...我很累,我很害怕 =( 是因为太在乎吗? 我想是吧!

为什么一切都不顺利? 难道一开始就注定是错误? 人家说''爱情能战胜一切'' 是吗? 我希望是...唉...我的爱注定很多波折,我很想告诉你,只要你愿意,什么都不是问题...

可是....................................................很难过 =( 我很讨厌现在的自己....我不要这样 =X 我只要开心的生活... 有时他对我的态度,就好像有点冷冷, 我不喜欢...

有一些事情我还是无法释怀,在我心中还是有根刺,但愿一切能雨过天晴 =) 只要你对我好,真心对我,对我来说,已经是最大的满足!!! 就是这么简单~~~ 因为我爱他! <3

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

不安 =(

我很害怕,我有一种很不祥的预感。这种感觉越来越强烈~~~那种怕是无法形容。。。就好像怕到会颤抖。。。我很担心 =( 为什么今年好像不会是好的一年?=(
我和他可能快要结束了。=( 他的妈妈不准他和我交往 =( 就连在学校也最好和我保持一段距离,也要他把016 的电话号码丢掉。=( 很明显他的妈妈要他和我不要再有任何联络。他的妈妈出发点是为他好,我清楚,我明白 =( 因为他的成绩不是很理想。
由于产生这样的问题,所以他在学校对我的态度也蛮冷淡 =( 他说我们还可以继续,等到他的妈妈忍无可忍再打算 =( 我的心里清楚明白,和他分手可能是迟早的事情 =( 我们并不是因为吵架而分开,而是逼不得已=( 有时真的很难过。。。
唉。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。我累了 =(((((( 这样的冷淡有时真的很难挨~~~
我爱到挺辛苦 T.T 我很想哭~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Saturday, January 8, 2011

心情

好久都没有写部落格了。真的好久好久,这阵子要应付考试都没时间。或许也没有什么心情写吧。。。 唉。最近蛮多不好的事情发生了,我真的很希望新的一年会有新的开始。 

要如何说起呢?就说我觉得身边好像已经没有可以信赖的朋友。到底我做错了什么?需要这样对我吗?朋友不是一辈子的吗?当我从一个朋友的口里知道真相后,我简直难以相信他们会这样对我。看了那封信息后,我真个人崩溃。我。。。我。。。我哭了。我完全没有想到我是这么令人算是讨厌吧。难道和一个人做朋友要看他的外表?我是那么的真心。可是,身边的朋友这样对我。如果你们要这样对我,我是不是应该知道什么原因让你们不开心,至少我可以改变。可是你们这样对我,不会觉得很绝吗?=( 如果我真的得罪你们,对不起!

一次又一次的伤我的心。倒不如你们换个角度想,如果你是我,这样被朋友对你,你会有什么感觉?人,是有感情的动物。我不出声是因为我忍!但是,当你忍到忍无可忍的时候,也许是时候爆发出来。人,真的很虚伪。前后样子不一。我很累了。。。。。。。我真的很累。。。。。。。。一次又一次同样的事情发生。我感到很无奈,很无助。算了。。。算了。。。算了。。。开心点 =D

有一个朋友告诉我,放下吧。。。''你要知道你是有用的,每一个人都是宝,如果身边的朋友不会珍惜你,是他们没有眼光,不要在乎别人这么想,最重要是你自己怎样看你自己!''

过几天就是我的成绩出炉,我希望,衷心希望,我能够及格!外婆,看着我。保佑我 =( 告诉自己往好的方面想!!! 加油! 开心起来!! !

还有我不想失去你们.......

开心点!开心点! 笑起来! XDD