哈哈。。。可怜的我 ^^ 不过好玩!

这两天我都玩得很开心!!! =] 应该说很享受...有了他们,我不寂寞! =D 很开心认识他们。。。嘻嘻

15/11/2010 星期一

星期一给两位''好朋友'' 欺负我 >.< 一个叫MELVIN CHOO,另外一个叫ZHIXUAN 欺负XDD他们超可恶 >.< 最近，他们给了我一个外号。。。''PIG HEAD NO BRAIN'' >.< 好好笑叻？哈哈
我渐渐的已经和他们没有话说了,我的group的朋友。。。嘻嘻。。。有时，我宁愿一个人.也算是没有人记得我吧。。。我也很少和他们说话.做朋友也是要看缘份，我一直相信。有些人你和他/她根本没有话题聊。。。所以，缘份很重要！=)))))所以，有你们两个三八的朋友，我什么烦恼都不见！！！ =] 因为你们可以让我开心！

看到一些瘀青吗？=] 就是那只猪弄的咯。。。哈哈

这个比较明显。。。还是会痛的。。。 =]

你们看，这只猪，谁画的？ >.< 难看吗？哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

可爱？ XDXD

昨天那只猪开心咯。。。哈哈。。。。我请他吃mcd 叻!!! =] 不过，天不作美，竟然下雨。。。唉 =]不过我确实很开心！！！谢谢你们！=] (有机会，把他们的照片放上来）

16/11/2010 星期二
更糟糕。。。三个对付我一个 >.< 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。。。。。。今天我的手给他们画到不能见人。。。嘻嘻 =] 请看:

最重要是享受过程。。。

这几天都没有时间写部落格，太忙了。。。一直说要写要写。结果叻，放飞机咯 XD
我要和大家分享这几天所发生的事情 =)))

14/11/2010 星期天

今天是我的母校举行义卖会，场面非常的热闹。。。好久没有回去我的母校了，真得变了很多 :-)) 以前当我还用着的时候，学校的礼堂还是用风扇，现在的礼堂已经变得不一样了 =D 用冷气叻。。。（等下有照片分享）我还看到很多以前教我的老师还在呢！哈哈哈。。。有一些看上去根本就不是很老，嘻嘻。。。hmm....唯一让我觉得不是很开心的事，就算遇到以前的同班同学，他们也已经不认得你了。。。算了，有一些变得很lala。。。很糟糕 XDD 不过我无所谓嘻嘻。。。不认得就不认得哈哈哈哈哈哈

                                              我的母校。。。

                                             Mini SUSHI KING 哈哈哈

                                           我校得食堂。。。好像没什么改变 =.=

                                            学校的大楼

                                               我来自华小

                                                      很漂亮的气球！！！ 我好喜欢
SS~TIME!!!

就这么多。。。

SIGH............T.T

Today,this post would not be suite my title ''HAPPY PLS'' .....Im really get pissed of  >.< What i mean this post is my biology test marks...I feel so pissed off....What happen to me actually??? My biology test marks cant get more than half...What is the problems???I try my best................................................. T.T

Last semester i take 5 subs,well,is a compulsary....then in my bio test,two times oso FAIL.................Now,this semester,i only take 3subs,but is still the same...............Why???? I really totally DOWN..................Even ppls take 5 subs,also can get high marks,but me,me,me!!!! only take 3 subs!!! Why?i still cant pass???? DAMM!!!! i try all my best,i word hard than last sem....Why???? Why god must treat me like this??? Am i that stupid??? Even my organic chem also the same........for the first ques,i totally did wrong!!! How can i confuse between structural isomerism and stereoisomerism??? No person i can blame,i just can blame myself due to my stupidness............Didt see properly ques....make me lose 8 marks!!! I know how to do this......I know! I know! Not about 8 marks,is others i also not sure i can do! I try my best....Why??? Am i just not suitable for study?Seriously,organic chem i guess oso fail again.......Why????????????

I feel so sad with myself.......No one will understand my feelings....Because no one have the same situation as me before >.< what they can say is just try to chill me down,yea i appreciate....but is hard!!!
If you have the same situation,you will understand me.....STUPID PPL MMG STUPID!!!!

How i tell my parents my result?I have no face to tell them....I already disappointed them once....I dunwan....Ya...my heart is pain....with my result....Why???????????????I have so many question mark in my mind........SIGH >.<lll

And for you,I feel like im just your 救生圈.......When you need me,you will find me....When you online,i was thinking finding you,or you will find me hmm for a chat....but >.< disappointed again....ENOUGH!!! STOP DOING SILLY THINGS.................................Im just as STUPID as a PIG! feel so happy thought can have a chat,but all the way,you seems just need me for a help......WELL,THATS ENOUGH!!! Im nt that IDIOT!!!!! STOP YOUR ''CLEVERNESS''.....Luckily nt as deep as i think.....I should be OVERCOME!
ENOUGH!!! pls go away all the BAD LUCK!!! IM JZ AN ORDINARY GIRL......WHAT I NEED IS HAPPINESS.......Cant you just give me??? Even your caring is equal NOTHING.........YEAH STOP IT PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! BEGGING MYSELF BY DOING ALL THE SILLY THINGS...................................ENOUGH!!!!!!

Im waiting ^^

Am i really that stupid??? >.< swt la my frenz told me im BRAINLESS gal hahahaha XDXD i know he is jz joking...hmm but i feel like is vry funny! =D but today i feel i really gt a bit stupid =P Thought wan gv him a surprise on his birthday,but...but...but....2day when i chat with him that time,ACCIDENTALLY told him what present i gv him LOLL >.< how can it be???? not fun at all already........aiks.....kinda disappointed to myself leh ^^ sigh again...

Ya im waiting...hmm what surprise should i gv again??? i wonder.....any suggestion? =D who ask me stupid say it out >.<

My eyes want close already....but i still waiting...hmm should it be disappointed again? im nt sure....

Im pity my frenz,she gv a guy keep erm can say is kinda annoying her....Pls la...dun ganggu my frenz with that...She really feel uncomfortable >.< Well i cant help her,sad case...Gambateh la my fren! =D i will always be with you hehe ^^ Between,in utar i meet a guy that i really kinda feel ''fan''...he arr really think too much...walao i really dun hope meet him >.< seems my things related to him....(he should be sem3 nw) i really cant tahan.....whenever i see himn on9 feel like off9 >.< pissed off =.=

*EMO POST*
Could i stop this happen??? i really dunwan get into it....sigh >.< Yea...he off9 already....what a terrible night =( Thought can have a small chat hehe....never mind =X yea....to me he is my best frenz! which the fun i cant found in secondary skul ahahahahaha ^^ he is fun! i wish u could on9 now..............................................would you??? T_T

不管别人这么想，我还是我，只想发泄 =]

现在应该说是早上还是晚上？我也不知道这么算，因为我不开心的是刚刚。我真得很不明白到底是什么原因。。。好吧，我也不像隐瞒。总觉得我还是放不开，无论我再多的关心也是多余的。对他而言，我只不过只是一位很普通的朋友。即使他对我的关心也是敷衍而已，我是人类，我可以感觉得到。我希望能够尽快放下一切。

到底我能不能阻止这一切的发生？我也不想的。有时对一个人太好，也未必是一件好事。我要趁我还没有泥足深陷是，对他，改变！

今天，真得不是很开心。不管啦！我不管你这么想，我还是我。我会很努力的避开你，应该说需要空间。我说我。你告诉过我，你有喜欢的人，hmm hmm 其实伤感也没有很多，是一件好事。我留意到你，蛮喜欢一首英文歌。过后，我慢慢地去欣赏个吃的内容，嗯，我明白为什么你喜欢那首歌，因为它代表着你的心情。

Just a dream-Nelly

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
慢慢的，发现原来是真得很有意思。因为你再想着她。嗯，还好啦，没有什么伤感 =]
其实我真得很想不要见你，唉，没办法，一定有一天是要见面得。不要遇见，或许会更好？我也不知道。只想让我自己不要再错下去。有时又去留意你的一切，或许有时候会有一些失落感。我想是真常的 =]

我希望这只是梦一场。。。。。。。。。。请你尽快退出我的心，如果你不属于我。=] 我不想再有失落感。有时很累人。。。。。。。。累 >.< 努力着!!!!! 加油吧!!!

少许。。。少许。。。的失落感

今天的情况比昨天严重，简直没有声音了 >.< 什么问题啦？唉哟。。。可以快点好起来吗？最讨厌生病。。。嘻嘻 ^^
转回话题，今天真得蛮有失落感。其实我也不知道要这么说，只是有一点伤感。还好啦 =]
每当手机响起，希望得到你的信息。这么知道，每次手机响起都不是你的信息。=.=
今天，我能够等到你的信息吗？？？唉，算了，没关系 =] 等待真得很无奈。。。。。。
就知道你不会看所以我才敢敢写在这里 XD 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!
其实我也不明白，也许是应该放下的 =)
好啦，这次的部落格是些有点不是很开心，人嘛。XDXD

Well just now accidentally saw a meaningful sentences,yea is great! It makes me feel erm sort of happy??? =.=
                                     
                               There's something in a simple hug
                               That always warms the heart;
                               It welcomes us back home,
                               And make it easier to part.

                               A hug's a way to share the joy
                               And sad times we go through
                               Or just a way for friends to say
                               They like you 'cause you' re you.
     
                              Hugs are meant for everyone
                              For whom we really care,
                              From your grandma to your neighbour
                              Or a cuddly teddy bear.

                             A hug is an amazing thing
                             It's just the perfect way
                             To show the love we're feeling
                             But can't find the words to say.

                            It's funny how a little hug
                            Makes everyone feel good;
                            In every place and language,
                            It's always understood.
 
                           And hugs don't need new equipment
                           Special batteries or part,
                           Just open up your arms,
                           And open up your heart.

               YOU HAVE JUST BEEN HUGGED!!!

Interesting????????  Ya i think so XDXD

Some thought??? =D

Hmm...dunno why today i was just feel like my brain is empty,with nothing at all...somehow i have some thought i have a far far distance with my frenz...hmm it seems like i cant have any topic chat with them,dumb dumb =.= errr....im alone.... ^^ but nvm~i prefer alone... XD it makes me can chill down and relax =] i feel comfortable =) erm just like ystdy,i enjoy alone eat lunch,shop a while at shopping mall...is kind of enjoyment...
Today,is public holiday ^^ my family and i went to 1 utama =] hmm hmm i have bought something that delicious for a sweetest frenz! for his birthday present =] finally!!! i bought it!!! hahaha....happy~
I was wonder i open a blog is a good things or bad things....sigh >.< because i still vry blur in blogging~~~~
My blog was kinda erm empty??? ya....is vry empty....not nice at all sigh =.= And i really dunno how to blog.....funny??? ya i guess so haha....i really need someone to teach me....arghhh >.< help....many things i really dunno =X
Well,i missing someone too.....sigh again =)
Friends,really means a lot to me~~~ i love them vry much =] my life is wonderful because having you all!

Let me intoduce you guys...this are my utar friends~~~~ =] they are wonderful! they bright up my life with a lot of fun and joke XD im happy to be with them ^^ We are wearing formal hahax!!! at here,i meet my ''dada'' hahahahahahaha =] she is the frenz which i can talk my ''sum shi''! is great! ^^ lucky i meet her...without a frenz i can talk to,it will making me crazy hehe =]
I wish my life is wonderful!

New day! New life! with my blog! =]

Is a new life with my blog! haha...i wonder myself why so suddenly will start a blog...hmm...yeah...i just want to express my feelings....everyone is saying me emo...i really dunwan emo... =( but what to do,life is like that...Well is should be ystdy 4 november 2010,is my complicated day. Somehow,i miss somethings.老天爷好像和我开玩笑，我竟然遇见他们。。一年不见，竟然会再想遇。。。可是，结果不是我想像中的那么好。。叹气。真得很不明白，做男人做到你酱小气，还有意思吗?见到面也不打招呼。。hmrp~不过无所谓。。我不介意。。哈哈 =] 今天也很好笑，那只猪竟然留下来，可是我又没有留下来。。。不好意思，我不是故意的。。。也是我的错。。哈哈哈。。是我笨笨的也忘记问你 =( 对不起 dumb dumb piglet xuan ^^ 所以我说老天爷好像跟我开玩笑，嗯。。算是擦肩而过。。。哈哈。。。这几天也病的人不像人，我真得很希望能够快点痊愈 =D 好怀念三八的我，嘻嘻 XD 很开心，我终于如愿以尝开一个部落格。。。开心！