不管别人这么想，我还是我，只想发泄 =]

现在应该说是早上还是晚上？我也不知道这么算，因为我不开心的是刚刚。我真得很不明白到底是什么原因。。。好吧，我也不像隐瞒。总觉得我还是放不开，无论我再多的关心也是多余的。对他而言，我只不过只是一位很普通的朋友。即使他对我的关心也是敷衍而已，我是人类，我可以感觉得到。我希望能够尽快放下一切。

到底我能不能阻止这一切的发生？我也不想的。有时对一个人太好，也未必是一件好事。我要趁我还没有泥足深陷是，对他，改变！

今天，真得不是很开心。不管啦！我不管你这么想，我还是我。我会很努力的避开你，应该说需要空间。我说我。你告诉过我，你有喜欢的人，hmm hmm 其实伤感也没有很多，是一件好事。我留意到你，蛮喜欢一首英文歌。过后，我慢慢地去欣赏个吃的内容，嗯，我明白为什么你喜欢那首歌，因为它代表着你的心情。

Just a dream-Nelly

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
慢慢的，发现原来是真得很有意思。因为你再想着她。嗯，还好啦，没有什么伤感 =]
其实我真得很想不要见你，唉，没办法，一定有一天是要见面得。不要遇见，或许会更好？我也不知道。只想让我自己不要再错下去。有时又去留意你的一切，或许有时候会有一些失落感。我想是真常的 =]

我希望这只是梦一场。。。。。。。。。。请你尽快退出我的心，如果你不属于我。=] 我不想再有失落感。有时很累人。。。。。。。。累 >.< 努力着!!!!! 加油吧!!!